Friday, March 4, 2011

Can You Feel It?

to regard with great or extravagant respect, honor, or devotion

 In my life I have sung many different kinds of music. As a singer in a secular band, we play blues, classic rock, etc. But the music of my heart is worship music. When I am singing with the band, I am aware of the audience and feed off of their energy. It is a push-pull concept. When I am worshiping, I am only aware of Jesus. I lose everything around me ~ it becomes obsolete. It is as if I have been transported to the throne. The feeling of being fully engulfed in worship is the most amazing, satisfying, humbling... there are not enough words to describe the emotions.  My idea of heaven is singing to The Father 24/7, 365. There is nothing like it. It is raw emotion and submission. My goal is to live my entire life the way I feel when I am worshiping Him. 

I am a bit of a control freak. Not really bad, but I could use some work. My prayer is that I can fully and completely submit to His will, lay it all down and go where He leads me. Don't ever let anyone tell you this is easy. If they tell you that, they are not being truthful. As humans, we have free will. He gave us choice. I choose to follow Christ and worship Him with all of my heart and soul. The song below has special meaning for me, and for those of you that follow my blog, you know that music is an integral part of my being. But in this stage of my life, I need to remember that with God, all things are possible. All things. Are possible.